Allah knows what the best...;(

Actually last week nak post my pictures masa g Beijing.. suddenly the sad thing happens.. yelah semua ketentuan Allah kan.. hidup mati, ajal n maut semua Allah yang tentukan.. n i feel like baru yesterday gelak2 ngan abg mad pasal baby dia yang tak nak keluar lagi.. n tetiba last friday dapat berita yang baby dia dah takder.. Innalillah.... "darimu ku datang kepada mu ku kembali..." n Allah dah sebut dalam Quran, dia takkan turunkan dugaan if hamba dia tak boleh hadapi... n Allah tau abang ku n Iqa sangat tabah untuk hadapi benda2 macam nih.. sebab tuh dia turunkan dugaan2 macam nih.. Inshaallah, maybe ada hikmah di sebalik semua nih kan.. anyway Abang Mad n Iqa muda lagi n inshaallah rezki tuh ada akan datang.. the name of his baby... Sharifah Norhannah Damia Binti Syed Mohd Haddad.. panjang giler nama.. Damia dimasukkan ICU once dah kluar coz jantung lemah..

comel giler kan.. n sangat tembam.. berat about 3.6 something... semoga Damia akan tunggu abangku n Iqa di pintu syurga.. AL FATIHAH....

Favourite Person

Its very hurt if we know someone will definitely hate us because of we are the favorite of someone..
n this is happen with me since i'm still in kid until now.. is it wrong if i'm so kind with other people??
n my sister always say that... "kakyam lain.. kakyam disukai ramai.. n suma orang suka kakyam"... do you thing I'm like when my sis saying that.. i'm so damn hate that ayat.. n is it i have to do something bad so that all the person not like me anymore.. huuuuhhh...

is it my work sooo can't get what i get know.. i know it hurts when we expect we do the best but no one see it.. i know it so sad... it soo dissapointed.. isn't it.. but can we just pegang Rezki kat tangan tuhan.. that is not manusia yang menentukan rezki kita... all comes from Allah.. n mayb rezki menyebelahi at my side.. but we don't know what the worse thing will become to me... But it felt very disappointing when the person that closed to me see me like i'm not deserve to get what i get...

n maybe i have to move to other department or other place... n just being me n find new friend in new place... huhh... this thing so make me want to move to other place...

Huhhhhh...

Preparation for Beijing...

Another 4 days to Beijing.. hehhehe.. selamat la hubbyku always dengar citer pasal nak g Beijing.. tuh baru Beijing if nak g Paris tak tau la... 6 months before dah excited kan..hahaha..

Just Checklist For Beijing...

1. Duit yang banyak untuk shopping - Don't have coz pay PTPT pu.. sad...sad..sad...

>> Imagine for the 3 weeks time i have to pay RM3,000.. luckily i got my luvly husband.. thanks sayang..heheh... n luckily also got brother yang banyak duit.. haahaha.. thanks to you too abg jib.. inshaallah nanti yam suh Rizza bayar balik eh...;p

2. Passport n Visa - Done

>> Is including in package.. alhamdulillah dah settle..

3. Itinerary - Done

>> got it n already print out.. guna harta opis....;p

4. Medicine for Selsema, Batuk n Demam - Done

>> already take at panel clinic.. ingat nak cucuk H1N1 suddenly have to pay.. terbantut sekejab.. huhuh..

5. Down Coat - Done

>> before this ingat nak beli down coat at Travelers.. damn so expensive.. then someone say how about bundle... then 1st think macam tak best jek.. but think once more.. why pay more for the thing we want to use one or 2 times jek kan.. so decided to go to bundle at Smart, JB with my dearest sister suggestion by my dearest brother.. heheh.. then when we walk in mata sudah rambang... n all the down coat like a new n of course have pink color... n the price.... Jeng...Jeng..Jeng... only RM5... that is soooo crazy... then me and my sister buy 7 pieces.. giler tak...;p who want to order I up price to RM10.. still cheaper kan...;p

6. The huge Bag - Done

>> this is sooooo important... belom gerak lagi sudah ramai yang pesan..heheh.. i hope 1 huge bag enough..;p imagine when i'm going to New York, US I brought 1 bag n my sister also 1 bag.. but when we going back to Malaysia, we brought back almost 5 Huge bag.. giler kan....;p hope this time jangan la sampai camtuh kan...

UNTIL THIS DAY ALL OK.. N JUST WAITING FOR THE DAY COMING. DOAKAN OUR JOURNEY SAFE K... INSHAALLAH....:)

Keje Yang Membosankan..

Just finish my report.. n have to do another report.. damn sooooo boring... I'm always think that is it i'll working here until PENCEN... arghhhh.... n always my hubby say.. sabar sayang nanti awak naik manager tak boring la.. sabar nanti pergilah tukar department.. sabar saya tau awak boleh.. huhuh. then my mind stop thinking about that... but here it comes again...hoohooh....

every 1st week of month closing i will focus n prepare my report.. and my hubby will hear this question every month when he with me.. heheh...

SAYANG LITA OFFER SAYA KEJE UOB.. NAK APPLY BOLEH.....
NOPE.... KEJE SEKARANG KAN BAGUS... MEDICAL SPONSORED SMPAI KE ANAK.. BERANAK BOLEH KAT PRIVATE.. SO WHAT U WANT...
HUHUH.. TERUS DIAM......;P

the month after....

SAYANG BANK RAKYAT BONUS 12 BULAN... NAK KEJE SANA BOLEH...
DAMN.. NOPE DEAR...
NAK KEJE AUDIT BOLEH??
NO SAYANG....
n he will say it again the same ayat... huuhhuh....

suddenly...

SAYANG AMY BAGI EMAIL ADA KEJE KAT EPF.. NAK APPLY BOLEH...HHEHEH...;)
SERIUS?? OK LA TUH.. G LA APPLY... BAGUS SANGAT TUH... SECURE PON SECURE...

But suddenly i do not know want to apply or not.. is it i will do the same work i do here or much more interesting.. is it i can get the best colleague and boss like here... damn I'm confuse with myself.... huhuhuh...

then the conclusion is... better change then u will going crazy... so just give the resume k.. anyway macam la ko dapat kan... hahahah...

aYU wEDDINg

Last Week Geng Lanun lagi sorang kawin....huhuh.. Once si Ayu nih kawin ngan Majid semua orang kata FINALLY kawin gak si ayu ngan majid nih.. coz this couple so banyakk story... huhuh.... n as usual orang yang kawin kita orang yang akan over bergambar... heheh..

Pre-Wedding Ayu di pagi hari.. Coz of memang giler bergambar, sanggup bangun pagi2 buta untuk join Pre-Wed si Ayu ngan Majid nih..heheh.. yang aku pulak sanggup balik JB nak bergambar kan...hehehhe... nih kat Taman Merdeka, Kolam Air... Theme masa Pre-Wed adalah baju must white color... kain sebarang...heheh...santekkk kan...;)

After Pre-Wed and After Semayang Jumaat Ayu Nikah kat Masjid Kolam Air... huhuhu..
dari tadi baru aku perasan gambar pengantinnyer takder.. gambar orang2 perasan nih jek yang banyak... cesss... Theme masa nikah adalah JUBAH k.. heheh.. masuk masjid mesti sopan kan.. Sopan yang santeekkk....

finally ada gak gambar pengantin...heheh.. this the picture before going to dewan.. kat bridal.. n yang bestnyer this bridal is the same bridal ngan masa shidah wedding hari tuh.. pastuh berkampung la kat bridal Abang Ijam nih tunggu Ayu siap make up.. macam dah lama kenal jek kan.. Abang Ijam n wife dia ni sangat sangat la sporting..huhuh...

For Majlis Bersanding, Ayu buat kat Dewan yang sama ngan Dewan masa wedding aku.. heheh.. suddenly teringat masa aku kawin.. cepatnyer dah setahun kan..heheh...

orite last but not least, gambar penghabisan... hehehe.. this ceremony the theme is green.. tuh yang suma nampak ijau.. except si eni nih.. over... ada merah eh...heheh.. nak sama ngan pengantin la tuh...;p

JB lagi.....

THIS WEEK BALIK JB LAGI.. SI MINAH AYU WEDDING.. SELAGI MEMBER AKU KAT JB TAK HABIS KAHWIN SELAGI TUHLAH ULANG ALIK JB.. HEHEHE..

SIAN HUSBAND KU DITINGGALKAN. HEHEH.. U KEJE BAIK2 K.. CARI DUIT BANYAK2 K.. THEN GIVE TO ME SO I CAN SHOPPING LAGI...HEHEHHE..;P

NNTI NEXT WEEK WILL PUT AYU WEDDING PICTURE EH... AS USUAL.. GOT PRE-WED, AND OF COURSE MEMBER2 NYER YANG AKAN OVER... N THE TIME BEING I JUST PUT THE PICTURE OF PERSON I MISS SO MUCHHH....


ORANG SANGAT DIRINDUI WITH HIS NEW CAP... MEET YOU NEXT WEEK...

New Year Plan..heheh...

The time going soo damn fast... now we move to 2011.. n my life still like this n nothing change to me even my body still like this not kembung2 (Bahasa sopannyer adalah pregnant).. heheh.... maybe its not the time yet... n mayb rezki belom ada.. Allah know what the best for us.. so maybe we try but rezki not at our side yet kan..
hehehh.... abih tuh tak reti dok diam kat rumah asyik berjalan.. if ada anak tak taulah.. sian kat baby tuh kan... huhu...

Our New Year Celebration at Sunway Lagoon.. Even my LOvEly husband very2 scare to play roller coaster (even the kids roller coaster) but because he love me he has to follow (secara terpakse).. heheh.. thanks sayanggg...hehehhe..;p U never see the scary face like him.. all his member hanya mampu gelak until air mata kuar... hahhaah.... we at Sunway Lagoon from 10 am until 5pm.. balik rumah pengsan terus sehhhh.... sabo jeler...

Anyway I have many2 plans for this year.. dah serabut kepala hotak banyak sangat.. heheh..

1. Feb 2011 if PTPTN approve my surat rayuan untuk ke oversea, i'll go to Beijing with my colleague together with my sister...Fatie....huhuh... tak sabarnyer.. tuh pon if PTPTN lepas k... but its already bookkk.... pleaseeeee PTPTN kasihanilah dakuuuu....huhhu...
Also have to Balik Kelantan bercuti n meet my mummy n daddy.. huhuh... bestnyerrr....

2. Mar 2011 Celebration My Lovely Husband Birthday.. have to do something and going somewhere... :>)

3. April 2011 (if luckily get bonusss....plssss i want bonusss) want to go to Pangkor Lautt....;p

4. Then the next months until Dec 2011 pergi balik Lumut.. meet my lovely husband.. heheeh...;p

5. More important to focus for my online business.. to build strong n retain customers...huhhhu...


"banyak ker plan sampai serabut kepala hotak tuh.. cheeehhhh....macam ada berpuluh2 plan jekan..hahha..."


LAST 25TH DEC 2010 IS OUR 1ST ANNIVERSARY... TAK SANGKA DAH SETAHUN KAWIN..
N THE NITE BEFORE GOT THIS....HAPPPPYYYY... ;=))

YEYEYEYEE.. THANKS SYANGGGG... HOPE WE WILL HAPPILY EVER AFTER....:)