Favourite Person

Its very hurt if we know someone will definitely hate us because of we are the favorite of someone..
n this is happen with me since i'm still in kid until now.. is it wrong if i'm so kind with other people??
n my sister always say that... "kakyam lain.. kakyam disukai ramai.. n suma orang suka kakyam"... do you thing I'm like when my sis saying that.. i'm so damn hate that ayat.. n is it i have to do something bad so that all the person not like me anymore.. huuuuhhh...

is it my work sooo can't get what i get know.. i know it hurts when we expect we do the best but no one see it.. i know it so sad... it soo dissapointed.. isn't it.. but can we just pegang Rezki kat tangan tuhan.. that is not manusia yang menentukan rezki kita... all comes from Allah.. n mayb rezki menyebelahi at my side.. but we don't know what the worse thing will become to me... But it felt very disappointing when the person that closed to me see me like i'm not deserve to get what i get...

n maybe i have to move to other department or other place... n just being me n find new friend in new place... huhh... this thing so make me want to move to other place...

Huhhhhh...

Wish me Luck

start cuti by today..
n after new year baru naik balik..
n within this week sangat menakutkan..
whatever pon wish me luck for my big day that left about 7 days..
sangat takut jadi benda2 yang tak diduga..

doakan yek semua... thanks..

MenaKutkan Plus MenyeDihkan

mungkinkah satu hari nanti Malaysia akan jadi seperti Indonesia.. please read this article very dissapointed that muslim can say like what he say.. nak blame siapa apabila perkara2 macam nih jadi.. ish..ish...

Where My Ring...Isk..IsK...

isk...isk... sedeynyer... aku telah kehilangan my engagement ring...
aku rasa cincin nih merajuk la cause semalam aku cakap aku rimas pakai cincin tuh cause longgar n g resize.. then biler aku balik umah after main badminton aku cari cincin tuh tak jumpa..
please muncul kan kembali dirimu wahai cincin... aduh... janganla hilang.. sedeh giler nih...;(

dahlah cincin aku hilang, n sedeh giler ada orang tuh pulak yang nak marah marah.. ingat aku saje jek ilangkan cincin tuh agaknyer.. giler ker aper.. huhhh... sakit hati aku... sabar..sabar...

mana pergi cincin tuh....
eee.... ader sesapa yang tau camna nak cari barang ilang tak???

oNe step Ahead..

my engagement ceremony is done.. and we have finished our 1st step.. even this is only just an engagement, we got headache to plan this day.. many problem that we face it.. many experience that we got it.. and now we just have to plan to move another step and another thing that give us more..more.. and more headache..

my engagement telah diadakan di Melaka.. n dihadiri oleh almost 70 kot cause makanan suma licin.. sampai aku pun tak merasa.. hampeh tol.. member aku 4 orang yang datang n yang lain sedara mara n sepupu sepapat.. huhuh.. n that day boleh tak i dont have any feeling.. mayb tunang kot... n langsung tak berdebar2 pun seperti my fiance yang muka merah menyala n berdebar2 n i dont understand y he so nervous.. mayb that bcause we face a lot of problem before. n this make him so worried kot.. jab..jab.. is it i said my fiance.. OMG is it i'm somebody fiance..??

Whatever pun, sangat bersyukur that my engagement day is run smoothly.. n after my engagement tuh, diaorang buat majlis maulidurasul.. kira alhamdulillah la.. all the things is happen according to our plan..

Gambar..... tulah si KD (nama glamor bagi adik perempuan aku yang bernama KhadijaH) pinjam camera so that all my engagement picture pada dia.. nanti la if dapat camera tuh i will put it in my blog... if korang tak suruh pun aku still nak letak gak.. ehhmmm..

AKU DAH TUNANG?? ARE U SERIUS.. GILER AR... SHARIFAH MARIAM ADALAH TUNANGAN ORANG OK...

EmmM.... tudUng

yesterday i call my brother to ask his opinion, advise or advice(aku selalu konpius with this word..so whatever) about my coming wedding..
ya i have got many complication bout my wedding. n i just keep up all the problem n just hope with doa' to get all smoothly..
ok get back to our conversation, i just call my brother to ask whatever to ask n he said that whatever happen he will support me. but just one thing he said to me.. heheh.. pasal aurat n tudung...
ya im just shock.. ya i know what d wrong thing that i do.
the first thing that he ask bout.....

1) kenapa depan abg jib yam pakai tudung n belakang tak pakai tudung.. tukan mempersendakan hukum yang tuhan dah buat.. depan abgjib pakai tapi belakang bukak.. aper tuh...

then i just thinking back.. ya i'm honestly tak terniat for mempersendakan agama or whatsoever.. i just know that some of the people don't like me to free hair. n not only in front of my brother but also in front of certain orang tua.. n my intention just to respect the people thinking.. i'm just dont have any intention to mempersendakan.. n i doesnt think about that at all before this..
and after my brother say that i just shock n start to think about that..

2) yam tau tak yam punya penampilan menggambarkan orang sebelah (boyprenku) yam didik yam macam mana... orang tengok yam n suddenly akan tgk orang sebelah n sah2 orang sebelah akan kena kutuk sekali...

n again i dont ever think this also.. n again i hav to think about that... duh...apakah...

3) sebelum kahwin tunjuk la sikit perubahan...

ya.. inshallah i will try to change myself.. not because of my brother but for sake of my religion.. my brother just make me to think much more..

but.. ya still have a but.. the devil always instigate all human including me..
but i want to wear my beautiful wedding dress... just one time in my life..
i feel so sorry to myself......;(

AdeR laGi oranG maCam Nih ZamAn SekaRang..

KenaPa leR aDer lagi Orang yang suka guna ilmu setan zaman2 sekarang.
MakIn moDen ZaMan tuH mAkin RamAi oraNg PanDai n dah maKin Ramai JUgak orang yang Bodoh n banGang n BersekoNgkoL ngan seTan..
nTahLah.. N TerpIkir keNapa laH faMilY aku tak Abis DiduGa.. n is it DugaAn or BalasAn..
n keNapa FamiLY aku Jadi ManGsa Ilmu SetaN2 Macam NIh.. ntaHlah...
HanYa AllAh yang Tau Aper keSudaHanNyer.. n InshaAllah KesuDahaN yaNg baik... AMIN...

kepala hoxxx toll...

ari nih aku sangat marah.. makan kat kafe syidah(tiba2 sama nama ngan member aku) mahal giler..
tengok eh lauk dia yang langsung fail.. dahlah tak sedap.. ilang suma selera aku..
dahlah tengah kebulur.. ish..ish.. sabar jeler...


sangat tak menyelerakan dan kedai sangat menyedihkan plus tah apa2 wire letrik yang ader kat ctuh tiba2 aku kena dekat rm10 plus teh o ais yang kat bawah nih...

geramnyer... sabar yam..sabar...
terpaksa aku menyabar kan diri sendiri.. cause adik aku takder perasaan untuk memujuk hati aku yang panas.. dia meneruskan pemakanan dia.. cause adik aku punya nasi lemak sedap.. tak aci betoll....

AkU peRlu BeRcutI SenDiri

LATELY AKU RASA PERASAAN AKU TAK STABIL N I HAVE TO TAKE A BREAK..
EMM...
I HAV TO BE ALONE FOR ONE DAY...
TAK BEST LANGSUNG RASA CAMNIH...
NTAH APA2 NTAH..
WHATEVER THIS WEEK I WANT TO FIND SOMEWHERE THAT CAN GIVE ME SOME PEACE..
TAKE CARE FOR ALL PEOPLE THAT I LUV...

EvenT APAkaH iNiii...Argghhhh

tulun la... aku rasa kepala ku ingin pecah...
apakah.... penin... lambat lagi ker nak event yg memecah n menyerabutkan kepala hotak aku..
owh.... sumpah aku taknak jadi secretariate nih...
kalo Aku Jadi jugak GamaKnyer aKu kena Makan SumpaH ker???
taPi tuh Bukan piLihan Ku.. PercayaLer...Itu sUma kerana aku baGus...
say it Again... BAGUS....
apakah dalam kepala mu wahai HJ.wAn...mengapakah ko pilih aku jadi secretariate n Sebagai Event Manager.. aDakah aku sudah cukup bagus untuk ko pilih aku.. tidah kah ko pikir aku sudah penin sekarang nih... mengapa...kenapa... n apakah....
I'm feel very2 baD doing this kind of job.. No..NO...and No... is it next week.??? apakah Aku sudah bersedia untuk dikutuk??
tiDak...tidaKK... so I have to do my Best... Best Ker aku??
Nampak Tak yang aKu dah Pening??
Korang Tak Nampak lagi??? tolong Ler paKai spec wei...

TM BRoaD bAnDinG..

Just wanna share with all..
Yesterday i got a meeting with HOD..
and ramai including me very2 tak puas hati ngan HR (nasib baik tak der member kat hr..heheh). Is all about the TM Broad Banding yang baru nih..
TM Broad Banding is the system for staff nak naik from assistant manager to
manager, manager to assistant gm and etc... The staff have to sit every post for 2 years than rotate with the other post for another 2 years. After than they can being promoted to band 2 with some interviews. If third time they fail in that interview, they have to rotate back for 2 post.. is it very scaryyy...
so that with the new system here, mayb hav good n not.. yela for the "otai" so diaorang terpaksa duduk lagi 5 tahun untuk nak naik to other band.. is it worth it..?? n like me and colleague said "biasa la nak cut cost" is it the truely answer..( i dunno)
mayb for new like me this system ok but for others that is mayb not fair to them..
so for me going to band 2 is another 5 years... Letihnyer..
sempat aku tukar keje lain... ehehhe
nasib baik for band 1 the last salary 7 thousand something..
emm....
If my idea or explanation is wrong feel free to comment and give it right..
this is what i'm understand from that meeting n from the website...

TM...TM...

i dont know la y..
its been 2 days im going to meeting that hav been canceled without any announcement.
membazir minyak keta aku jek..
ish..ish..
TM...TM...TM..
last week ive open public mutual fund.
i think it just a simple as open asb account..
sekali byk pulak cekadak n macam2 bnda aku kena tau..
heheh..
so i hav to learn about unit trust..
nasib baik la ader opis mate yg terrer bab2 invest nih..
thanx amy..
pasnih boleh jadi agent tak rasmi eh..
heheh
so now.. all have been settle already..
start from now on aku kena bukak website thestarbiz almost everyday...
tula suh amik agent taknak...hehe..
mahal tuh kena bagi komisyen 3.3% + management fee 5.5%..
so tinggal berapa jek..
but it more suitable for investor yg nak invest byk la kot..
yg aku nih invest setakat invest ciput nak buat aper..
amy dah ada...heheheh....