Favourite Person

Its very hurt if we know someone will definitely hate us because of we are the favorite of someone..
n this is happen with me since i'm still in kid until now.. is it wrong if i'm so kind with other people??
n my sister always say that... "kakyam lain.. kakyam disukai ramai.. n suma orang suka kakyam"... do you thing I'm like when my sis saying that.. i'm so damn hate that ayat.. n is it i have to do something bad so that all the person not like me anymore.. huuuuhhh...

is it my work sooo can't get what i get know.. i know it hurts when we expect we do the best but no one see it.. i know it so sad... it soo dissapointed.. isn't it.. but can we just pegang Rezki kat tangan tuhan.. that is not manusia yang menentukan rezki kita... all comes from Allah.. n mayb rezki menyebelahi at my side.. but we don't know what the worse thing will become to me... But it felt very disappointing when the person that closed to me see me like i'm not deserve to get what i get...

n maybe i have to move to other department or other place... n just being me n find new friend in new place... huhh... this thing so make me want to move to other place...

Huhhhhh...

Preparation for Beijing...

Another 4 days to Beijing.. hehhehe.. selamat la hubbyku always dengar citer pasal nak g Beijing.. tuh baru Beijing if nak g Paris tak tau la... 6 months before dah excited kan..hahaha..

Just Checklist For Beijing...

1. Duit yang banyak untuk shopping - Don't have coz pay PTPT pu.. sad...sad..sad...

>> Imagine for the 3 weeks time i have to pay RM3,000.. luckily i got my luvly husband.. thanks sayang..heheh... n luckily also got brother yang banyak duit.. haahaha.. thanks to you too abg jib.. inshaallah nanti yam suh Rizza bayar balik eh...;p

2. Passport n Visa - Done

>> Is including in package.. alhamdulillah dah settle..

3. Itinerary - Done

>> got it n already print out.. guna harta opis....;p

4. Medicine for Selsema, Batuk n Demam - Done

>> already take at panel clinic.. ingat nak cucuk H1N1 suddenly have to pay.. terbantut sekejab.. huhuh..

5. Down Coat - Done

>> before this ingat nak beli down coat at Travelers.. damn so expensive.. then someone say how about bundle... then 1st think macam tak best jek.. but think once more.. why pay more for the thing we want to use one or 2 times jek kan.. so decided to go to bundle at Smart, JB with my dearest sister suggestion by my dearest brother.. heheh.. then when we walk in mata sudah rambang... n all the down coat like a new n of course have pink color... n the price.... Jeng...Jeng..Jeng... only RM5... that is soooo crazy... then me and my sister buy 7 pieces.. giler tak...;p who want to order I up price to RM10.. still cheaper kan...;p

6. The huge Bag - Done

>> this is sooooo important... belom gerak lagi sudah ramai yang pesan..heheh.. i hope 1 huge bag enough..;p imagine when i'm going to New York, US I brought 1 bag n my sister also 1 bag.. but when we going back to Malaysia, we brought back almost 5 Huge bag.. giler kan....;p hope this time jangan la sampai camtuh kan...

UNTIL THIS DAY ALL OK.. N JUST WAITING FOR THE DAY COMING. DOAKAN OUR JOURNEY SAFE K... INSHAALLAH....:)

Keje Yang Membosankan..

Just finish my report.. n have to do another report.. damn sooooo boring... I'm always think that is it i'll working here until PENCEN... arghhhh.... n always my hubby say.. sabar sayang nanti awak naik manager tak boring la.. sabar nanti pergilah tukar department.. sabar saya tau awak boleh.. huhuh. then my mind stop thinking about that... but here it comes again...hoohooh....

every 1st week of month closing i will focus n prepare my report.. and my hubby will hear this question every month when he with me.. heheh...

SAYANG LITA OFFER SAYA KEJE UOB.. NAK APPLY BOLEH.....
NOPE.... KEJE SEKARANG KAN BAGUS... MEDICAL SPONSORED SMPAI KE ANAK.. BERANAK BOLEH KAT PRIVATE.. SO WHAT U WANT...
HUHUH.. TERUS DIAM......;P

the month after....

SAYANG BANK RAKYAT BONUS 12 BULAN... NAK KEJE SANA BOLEH...
DAMN.. NOPE DEAR...
NAK KEJE AUDIT BOLEH??
NO SAYANG....
n he will say it again the same ayat... huuhhuh....

suddenly...

SAYANG AMY BAGI EMAIL ADA KEJE KAT EPF.. NAK APPLY BOLEH...HHEHEH...;)
SERIUS?? OK LA TUH.. G LA APPLY... BAGUS SANGAT TUH... SECURE PON SECURE...

But suddenly i do not know want to apply or not.. is it i will do the same work i do here or much more interesting.. is it i can get the best colleague and boss like here... damn I'm confuse with myself.... huhuhuh...

then the conclusion is... better change then u will going crazy... so just give the resume k.. anyway macam la ko dapat kan... hahahah...