PeRutKu SangaT saKit..

aper kes ler nih.....
baru baik dari demam campak pastuh sakit perut pulak dah..
ish..ish... tak paham tol... sangat tak selesa.. dari aku rajin untuk buat suma keje aku aku sudah tak der mood...
tapi aku lagi tak paham apabila aku sakit perut tapi boleh update blog..
aku sangat teruja walaupun sakit perut cause aku dah luahkan kat abah aku, aku nak tunang..
sangat lega.. n b4 cakap aku rasa lutut aku ketaq... nak mulakan pun sangat takut.. aku pun tak tau kenapa.. nak kata abah aku makan orang takder pun rupa macam nak makan orang..
tapi setelah berusaha sedaya upaya akhirnya aku dapat luahkan segala yang terbuku..huhuh..
n sangat lega when abah aku kata "ha.. oklah tuh abah tak kisah.. lagipun dah lama sangat korang pergi sana sini berdua.." owh akhirnya...
n next week giliran "mamat" sorang nih pulak untuk meluahkan kat abah aku..
"Good Luck.....heheh.... Saya doakan awak.. siap semayang hajat sekali..huhuh"

TIBA-TIBA AKU TERPIKIR MACAM MANA APABILA KASYA KATA NGAN NENEK DIA DIA NAK TUNANG OR KAWIN EH.. OWH.. SANGAT TIDAK DAPAT KUBAYANGKAN... HUHUH..

EmmM.... tudUng

yesterday i call my brother to ask his opinion, advise or advice(aku selalu konpius with this word..so whatever) about my coming wedding..
ya i have got many complication bout my wedding. n i just keep up all the problem n just hope with doa' to get all smoothly..
ok get back to our conversation, i just call my brother to ask whatever to ask n he said that whatever happen he will support me. but just one thing he said to me.. heheh.. pasal aurat n tudung...
ya im just shock.. ya i know what d wrong thing that i do.
the first thing that he ask bout.....

1) kenapa depan abg jib yam pakai tudung n belakang tak pakai tudung.. tukan mempersendakan hukum yang tuhan dah buat.. depan abgjib pakai tapi belakang bukak.. aper tuh...

then i just thinking back.. ya i'm honestly tak terniat for mempersendakan agama or whatsoever.. i just know that some of the people don't like me to free hair. n not only in front of my brother but also in front of certain orang tua.. n my intention just to respect the people thinking.. i'm just dont have any intention to mempersendakan.. n i doesnt think about that at all before this..
and after my brother say that i just shock n start to think about that..

2) yam tau tak yam punya penampilan menggambarkan orang sebelah (boyprenku) yam didik yam macam mana... orang tengok yam n suddenly akan tgk orang sebelah n sah2 orang sebelah akan kena kutuk sekali...

n again i dont ever think this also.. n again i hav to think about that... duh...apakah...

3) sebelum kahwin tunjuk la sikit perubahan...

ya.. inshallah i will try to change myself.. not because of my brother but for sake of my religion.. my brother just make me to think much more..

but.. ya still have a but.. the devil always instigate all human including me..
but i want to wear my beautiful wedding dress... just one time in my life..
i feel so sorry to myself......;(

weDDinG CraZy..

I HAVE BOUGHT MY WEDDING DRESS..
IS IT A BIG MAD THING THAT I HAVE EVER DONE SINCE MY WEDDING DAY MAYBE NEXT YEAR.. HUHUH...

AdeR laGi oranG maCam Nih ZamAn SekaRang..

KenaPa leR aDer lagi Orang yang suka guna ilmu setan zaman2 sekarang.
MakIn moDen ZaMan tuH mAkin RamAi oraNg PanDai n dah maKin Ramai JUgak orang yang Bodoh n banGang n BersekoNgkoL ngan seTan..
nTahLah.. N TerpIkir keNapa laH faMilY aku tak Abis DiduGa.. n is it DugaAn or BalasAn..
n keNapa FamiLY aku Jadi ManGsa Ilmu SetaN2 Macam NIh.. ntaHlah...
HanYa AllAh yang Tau Aper keSudaHanNyer.. n InshaAllah KesuDahaN yaNg baik... AMIN...